21 10 06 ;
OHMYGOODNESS !
i woke up so early cos dominic said today got meeting ,
dhen in the end cancel again ):
dots .
nvm .
hmmm .
feel like meeting dear .
but afraid no time
cos he's still slping now luhs ~
whad a pig !
hahas .
lol
hmmm.
ard five mus go darl's hse liaos .
go celebrate deep wit her (:
grace & jas coming bah .
wahahas .
thats whad darl told me .
wahahas (:
hmmm .
oh shit !
haven buy polo tee for tml's choir !
die liaos .
dont think cann go out with dear le
cos im buying with darl .
hurhurs .
lol .
im sadd !
hahas .
oops =x
i hope that dear will takecares of himself .
if only i could go & pey him .
i really wish upon a star
that he wont go overseas for trainin ):
if not iwil be lonely ):
NVM !
im going out with tiaraFOUR(:anyways ,
good news !
vincent toh jun jie
that irritating FCUKING instructor of CVSS redcross ,
jus sent me email & critisized me .
i had my reply
& im requesting to quit (: i mean i quit ! i dont need to wait for his reply or agreement ,
i really dont see the reason why shld i stay ,
when all the insults are upon me for NO REASON?
hais .
im sadd .
i knw shining stars are falling apart
but i have no choice .
sir forced me to made this choice .
now im talking to xuanle .
hoping he wont quit .
he'll have BRIGHT future .
but i dont .
so i dont wanto waste anymore time .
i rather spend time with my girls ,
& make sure dey dont drift away frm me (:
xuan le ;i hope you wont quit . future ahead is useful for you .i dont need CCA points ,thats why im quiting as for you all those that needed CCA points for JC ,to get a post in the 2007 committee .im sorry to quit ,when i asked you not to quit ,i knw i broke my promise but i have got NO CHOICE ):ppl !i jus felt so stress up .everything jus turns out to be whad im not expecting it to be .it jus turns out to be opposite .i felt i dont even worth a cent ?!im a NOBODY in redcross .though in sch i still find happiness .but redcross is the first thing in my life that i once loved & hated so much ,& now i lost my interest in redcross totally .i tot i would built up
& love redcross as much again ,but now ,its no longer the same .redcross with a UNREASONABLE SIR ,cann NEVER SUCCEED in things we do .redcross WAS the TOP PRIORITY in my LIFE ,but now ,it cann nvr be MY TOP PRIORITY anymore .im stressed up .i stand up for my own RIGHT but was scolded for that .i dont see the reason why shld i get all these scoldings ?!
from today onwards ,i will just shut my mouth .as i said ,i will SHUT my mouth& WASH my hands OFF redcross frm today (:dont dare me !LIFE IS TOTALLY MEANINGLESS (:
